Thinking about my addiction
And how to kick the habit
How to stop consuming it
Before I’m totally ravaged
It’s making me sick I’m aware of that
But now I cannot break it
I’m reliably told it takes willpower
But I just can’t seem to make it
I’m aware of all its triggers
And I want to stop this action
But doing it just sometimes
Gives me satisfaction
Now I’m making excuses
When I’ve only myself to blame
I lit the stick, sucked on it
Now I must face the pain
The buzz isn’t always nice
Sometimes it just feels toxic
But I’ll still scavenge to get some
Whilst I wonder if I’ve lost it
I’ve tried reading books and bought a vape
But thus far I have failed
So still those drags I will take
Even though I have travailed
It makes me feel shitty
It makes me feel crap
It’s so absurd
I could almost laugh
It’s out of control
It’s getting obscene
I need some help
To quit nicotine
And how to kick the habit
How to stop consuming it
Before I’m totally ravaged
It’s making me sick I’m aware of that
But now I cannot break it
I’m reliably told it takes willpower
But I just can’t seem to make it
I’m aware of all its triggers
And I want to stop this action
But doing it just sometimes
Gives me satisfaction
Now I’m making excuses
When I’ve only myself to blame
I lit the stick, sucked on it
Now I must face the pain
The buzz isn’t always nice
Sometimes it just feels toxic
But I’ll still scavenge to get some
Whilst I wonder if I’ve lost it
I’ve tried reading books and bought a vape
But thus far I have failed
So still those drags I will take
Even though I have travailed
It makes me feel shitty
It makes me feel crap
It’s so absurd
I could almost laugh
It’s out of control
It’s getting obscene
I need some help
To quit nicotine
