If you’re reading this forgive me
If I’ve appeared weak
If I’ve displayed my hurt
And anger whilst feeling bleak
Been to hell and back
Through the mincing machine
Now trying to get my life back on track
And wipe that filthy slate clean
Still processing so much
Feeling fragile so to speak
But the worst is over now
And peace of mind do I seek
Wrung out, over tired
I search for inner strength
Seems I’ve forgotten how to pray
Yet am desperate to reconnect
The thunderstorm has passed
And vindicated have I been
Bathed in compassion
Most unexpectedly
Yes, the earthquake hit
But the cavalry arrived
It’s now the aftershocks
That I hope will soon subside
And though I’m on shaky ground
I know who’s got my back
And these angels have lifted me up
Shielded me from attack
All along I was protected
Although I didn’t know
I’ve had to face some of my worst fears
But hopefully I will grow
Thank you to all
Who’ve been there for me
I’m filled with gratitude
So overwhelmed I can barely speak 🙏💜💪🏻